Alejandra,

Alejandra, I don’t want this. I don’t. I want to be with you. I mean every word I say when I say, “I love you.” I’m afraid of what you said. I’m afraid because I’m so closely connected to you and I’m losing you. I know we messed up. I know I messed up. I know we can be together. I love you. I don’t know why we aren’t connecting like we were. Please don’t let this be the end. I truly love you. With all of my heart. You really have no idea how much this hurts… I can’t explain why I feel so low. I feel so distraught. I can even feel the tears on my keyboard as I type. Alejandra, I love you so, so much. Please, please give us a chance. I know we can make it work. I promise, I will do everything within my power. I promise, Alejandra. I promise… ;_;

I just want to be with you, only you. You have no idea what you are to me. You are my lifeline. I’m afraid of what will happen if you leave me. I don’t know what I will do to myself. I don’t know if I will ever get over it. Please, I am begging you to give me a chance. I know that you have given me a lot. But this time, I realize what I will lose if I mess it up again. Sweetie, I need you. I will be better! I love you.


I LOVE YOU,
Brian Anthony Calderon